Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Wind.

I think I may know what You need from me
but I'm scared I won't win the war in my head
I asked, "will it be worth it?"
this resulted in chills-thank goodness
if you can thank goodness
I will never give up on You
You've promised SO much
It's hard sometimes for You to just be
REAL to me
so I keep on doing what I'm doing
You strengthen and push me forward
and when I need to be filled
which is quite a bit
I go out and sit down
and just stare at You
and I keep on staring
like I'll never stop
and realize life must go on
and then the phone starts ringing

~RlR

1 comment:

one L said...

there is no war in your head, it's a jam battle. just enjoy the music. these intellectual pursuits don't get you any closer to God, any closer to Love.

sometimes i hear my head. sometimes i really hear it and i burst out laughing. 'are you even thinking about that? geez, it's like you are getting nowhere.' and then i remember, i've got nowhere to get. i'm already here. and i easily have the strength for anything that comes my way. superhuman, even. divine. i don't make any claims on it. i just live it and love it. or at least, just keep trying. and i shrug off everything in my head.

thank Goodness.

You Are.

Love. Love.